Current mood:	crushed
Entry tags:	failure, school, wife

It Was Yesterday
I didn't used to be this bad at school, really I wasn't. I used to get A's, right?

My Bio-Psychology class is not going so well. I didn't do well on two of the quizzes, because I didn't read the material at all before hand. I didn't better on the other two, but I barely got them done on time, and almost didn't do one of them on time just because I got the "grades posted date" and the "final day to take it" date confused. Well, I should have learned from my near mistake, because I did that today for the 5th quiz. I missed it. I thought it was available till today, but it was the grades that were up today. And I can see if I'm doing okay on the essays because apparently their is an issue with me submitting them as .rtfs. I have NEVER had a problem with that EVER!

I'm so flustered and upset with myself. I can't think at all anymore. Their has to be something wrong with me. How could I think better when Ivan still woke up all night, and have no concentration now when I'm getting a lot more sleep? It's just wrong. I should just admit that I'm dumb and work on my house wife skills. Settle for being the obedient house wife for the guy I settled for. The boring one with the stable job.

I'm so disappointed in myself. I can't seem to do anything right anymore.