Meagi's Ranting

I use it and then I abandon it for long periods of time. It must cry when I'm gone. I'm so mean to it.

I had my first real design job, but they put me on hold. At least they are paying me for what I've done so far. I like writing still and I'm sort of working on that. Don't get a lot of time though. Need to get money some how because I want to move out, so I can feel like I make ALL of the decisions for Ivan myself and not have to be changed by my mother and her rules.

When I move out and I am stable then I can date agian too. I really want to get into the dating scene again. I love flirting and going out and having fun and meeting new people. I'd also love to fill in the gaping stinging hole that is my lonliness. Though, I should be carful with that because that is what got me in trouble in the first place.

Ivan has apparently learned some sign language from the Baby Enstien DVDs we rented from the library. Now I have to buy them so I can watch them enough to learn it too. So that when he asks me for something using the sign, he won't be frustrated when I have no idea what he's asking me for.

Got up earlier today and did yoga. That was nice. I should do that more often. Also today, the book drive was up at school. I bought two old books and that was it. Go me!

Allison lost weight recently and wants to buy new clothes and then go out with me. I hope I can find a good time to do that with her soon. That will be fun.

I feel like firting with someone. I want to go dancing and flirt with new cute and cool guy. Please foreward one to me.

I had lost my phone yesterday and spent today looking for it. I discovered in the kitchen trash bag that had already been placed outside. I apparently had left in on the counter and whoever was cleaning yesterday didn't pay attention and threw it away. I clean it with disenfectant wipes and and it works fine still.

I plan on getting my school books tomarrow. I am also trying to read 8 books in 8 weeks, for my library's adult reading program. If you finish, you are entered into their grand prize drawing. One of the prizes is a $250 gift card to our local mall. I really wantthat to blow on new clothes, because the clothes I have do not fit my style anymore.

Now on to what you really want!
( Chapter 2! )

I would love to make a New Year's resolution to write in my LiveJournal everyday, but I know it won't happen. It's hard to get any time on the computer when your toddler makes a new mess 30 seconds after you cleaned up the last one.

*gets up to clean up cearal mess*

*comes back*

As I was saying. I want to write everyday, which I will try to do, but I make no promises.

( Things to look forward to this year. )

( Things I'd like to get done everyday. )

It never sises to amaze me, how inconsistent I can be.

Current News:
Brittany leaves for Japan tomorrow
I have rearranged my room
Ivan HATES sleep
School starts Tuesday
New icons and journal theme
I'm sooooo tired
Still writing, but also still idea hoping

Currently Watching:
Supernatural
Project Runway
The Middle Man
Eureka
Masterpiece Theater